It maybe took over ten years but fuck it, I manifested this moment. You would think a young tennisball would want the wands and robes reading Harry Potter but no. I wanted the chocolate frogs because of its beautiful, ornate packaging. Deep purples and gold embellishments. I visited the Harry Potter studio in London on a family trip last year where I was hit with tears, realizing the power of love and light JK Rowling was able to create. Think about the thousands of jobs her imagination has created from products to movies to plays and more. Incredible. One woman!!! I bought this chocolate from the gift shop. It’s been sitting on my bookshelf, waiting to be unwrapped on the perfect occasion. Tate Modern in London also hit me with enlightened. Sudden knowledge from the divine spirits brought another onset of tears. What an emotional trip. All of these building up to the current episode. I am a process artist.
Filming at the location where I learned heaven is not a place, it’s a mindset. Using my sunglasses to tint the iphone lens. Practice new camera angles with proper coordination of bodily movements. People passing are definitely staring. I look like a cockroach on my back pumping my arms and legs in alternate directions. I keep laughing seeing myself from their perspective.